everybody wants you to be special

sometimes I want to surrender. surrender all the boundaries and walls that are there and just be. I want to live, not to exist. I want to be able to say exactly what I feel and still be okay. and still be okay in the confusion of moments, in the messiness of learning, and in the incomprehension of beauty. I want to invent a new language in which I can translate my thoughts and make you see exactly what it is that makes me more than human. I want to dance and have the structure of context erased. I want more non-epiphanies. And create without judgment. And think without boxes. And answer without the veil. And ask without fear.

I tried.

EPIC FAIL.

Listen: Poison Dart